inadequate

I thought about
posting you a letter
or walking it the
fourteen minutes
to your door

but it gets dark early
in november.

I considered phoning but I
only called once back when
and I’ve lost track
who’s not talkin’ to who
but I

debated every day
what and how to say and
when and if you’d
wanna hear;

all I know is after
three months texting
“can we be friends”
feels inadequate.

I hit send.